Wake Me Up When December Ends..

am I waiting for something new?
wondering,
worrying,
got tired of waiting,

a friend asked:
"You're tired of wondering about what though? or just worrying over work and school?"

I don't know what to say exactly..

again:
"i hope you aren't actually depressed, maybe just sad or something. i know i can feel like that sometimes as well. what was it that upset you though, if you don't mind sharing? i hope i didn't say something you were upset by..."

 still,
I don't know
I don't even imagine what it is
hope I can fix it all,,
not so sure
but just working on it..

                                                             (Mr. Google)

ps: random night in december..